So right now I am living with...well I kind of want to say "best friend", but I don't like the term much. But ya we're pretty much as close as I have ever gotten to any friend, I love this guy to pieces. He tells me just about everything that goes on in his life, and is really open about it all. The thing though, is that I have a bit of trouble doing the same thing back. It's not that I don't trust him, because I do. I guess that I'm just a more private person? I mean, I've always been like that. I love people, but I need breaks from them as well. Like...at parties and stuff like that...I usually slip away into some empty room for a couple of minutes here and there, just to have that quiet for a couple of minutes. It's not because I don't like the people, it's just because I need the quiet too. Ya know? And even though I trust him, I get really jumpy about him reading my IM convos and emails and phone messages and the like. It's something I'm used to be in total control of, and the thought of him having access sortof freaks me out. Maybe I'm just embarrased? Not sure over why though, so it's not very likely.
What do you all think? I guess my plan as of now is to try and more activelly fill him in on stuff, even if it's small and insignificant. The thought of him reading here and there as he wants to still makes me very uneasy, but at least I can try to include him more so he doesn't feel left out. Maybe I just need practice :P