Still sick :(
Kinda better tho...I guess. My body doesn't ache like it did, and I
don't feel as weak. But my throat is hurting more for some reason, and
swallowing is fucking hell. Every time I swallow I get this sharp pain
between my throat and my right ear, making me press my hand against my
I still have the fever thing, alternating between boiling hot to my jaw
shaking from cold. I'm sitting here in a sweater jacket thingy, and it
goes on and off all the time. It was soooo gross waking up this
morning, my sheets were soaked. *shudders* I keep showering, but I only
feel fresh for like half an hour.
Also, I keep having nightmares. That is like the number one sign of me
getting sick, because I *never* have them otherwise. Last night I
dreamt that I was on some kind of expedition in the jungle with a group
of "adventurers". It was kinda like a computer game i suppose. With me
I had my two twin sons (wtf? :P), which looked a lot like the twins in
Desperate Housewives. There were also a guy in a wheelchair there and
several others as well. How he got around in the jungle I really don't
know, he just did :P Anyway, it ended with all of us getting brutally
killed in some jungle temple my crazed red zombies because of a mistake
I made. And the dream I most resently had was me and some others
walking around with my mom. In the dream she was this fancy business
entrepeneur kinda woman dressed up all business like. We came to this
old and rusty railway crossing, and that is when the freaky part
started. Someone in the group spotted the freaky girl from The Ring
behind us in the grass. The reason it was so freaky was because it was
so real. I could see her close up and woah it was so creepy. She kept
mumbling stuff that I can't remember and she had this look of
desperation in her face. Anyways, we just left her like that and walked
on :P The next I can remember we were all walking through this grand
train station. Really big, and you could tell it had been one of those
magnificent buildings, but it was all old and shitty now. My mom was
talking about how she wanted to restore it to it's old grandeur and
make a mall out of it :P Somewhere inside this building this blue
lightning like electricity spark hit my mother, and she went all loco.
She found an ice pick from somewhere and she started stabbing her own
thigh. *shudders* I think I woke up then...
My nightmares aren't usually like that though. I usually have more
abstract ones. Like....I get really dizzy and freaked out by stuff like
the infinity of time and the universe and stuff like that. The dream I
remember the most was one I had for an entire night when I was in jr.
high. Basicly I was observing a boomerang shaped island from far above,
and i knew....i knew, that that island was gonna be there forever. And
I would be there watching it forever. That was the whole dream, and the
image and the "knowledge" entered my thoughts every time I closed my
eyes. The whole night. Man, that was bad...
Also, Walker Texas Ranger is on TV Shop right now promoting some workout device. Hehehehe.