Did you ever see something so beautiful it took your breath away? If so, what was it?
Oh yes, many times. Usually it's because of boys :P
Describe your favorite childhood toy. I think it must have been legos. I was a lego freak as a kid. I would build these huge bases and boats and vehicles and everything. I never played with it after though. The fun for me was in the building. I'm still the same way. Whenever I play those base building strategy games on computer I always take my time to build these magnificent bases, but by the time I'm done building I'm over it and usually to disinterested to even wipe out the enemy.
Hmmm I love lots of movies, but when people ask me I forget them all. But ya here are some good ones:
- Amelie - Lilja 4ever - LotR Trilogy - The Emperor's New Groove - Kill Bill 1 & 2
History of your lovelife
My first boyfriend Olaf and I got together when I was 17 and we stayed together for 6 months. That is still my longest lasting relationship. The summer after we broke up I had a month long relationship with a boy named Sindre. My third and last boyfriend was Öivind and we were together for 3 months. It has been 2 and a half years since we broke up. As you're probably guessing, I don't fall for guys very easilly.
What your aim is I'm so terrible at goals and aims. Planning far ahead isn't something I'm good at. I have worked some things out though, like the fact that I want to make a career out of my photography. The next step is getting into a photography program somewhere. Since Stockholm doesn't really have one, I'm probably going to have to leave. Right now I am looking mostly into NYC art schools and maybe going there. I think I would love it there, but I might have trouble financing it, and I don't even know if any of the schools will admit me.
What importance and meaning does nude photography have for you? Well it is certainly something I am very drawn to, without really having a good explanation as to why. Maybe it's cuz I love good porn a lot? There is a lot more to it than that though...there are statements and well, to use a cliche term, artistic quality. Most of my undressed photos are of myself, and there are several reasons for that. I have an exhibitionist streak I guess, without it being narcisistic or anything like that. Also, I am the model most available to myself. I know my own limits and there are never any communication problems between me and, well, me. There is so much more room to experiment when the model is in the same head as the photographer. Like I said, I don't really have a straight answer, so you're going to have to manage with these guesses...
How big are you and how many times a day on average do you wackoff? I'm assuming you're talking about my boy bits? I haven't measured since being a teenager, but I think I got 7 inches back then. Haha. Big enough for me :] Oh and errr.....more or less one time a day. Depends on how much spare time I have. Besides, I prefer spending more time perving around on one session than several quickies.
Describe your ideal husband. It's something I don't really think about much. Whenever I get marriage fantasies it is always connected to a special person I have feelings for. Like right now, my ideal husband drives a yellow car.
What don't you like about yourself? My biggest flaw is my laziness and procrastination. A lot of people suffer from that, I know, but with me it can be so so bad sometimes. Also, my hair.
Would you describe yourself as shy? Do you wish you were more extroverted? If so, why? I used to be a lot more shy than I am now. I guess I'm just not that much, like you said, extroverted with people that I don't know too well. Also, I am a very laid back person who doesn't always see the need to be involved in whatever is going on at the moment.
Did you learn to speak and write english so well at school? Or did you learn from other people? School....TV....foreign exchange programs...travelling....but I guess mostly from books, computer games and eventually the internet.
Name your favourite book (fiction) It is a fantasy series by Robert Jordan called the Wheel of Time. The last book has still not been written, but it is still the single most exciting piece(s) of literature I've ever come across. I love the characters, the cultures and the plots. What always amazes me the most though, is how everything is so interconnected. A tiny person who was spotted in an early book turns out to be a major character later on....which connects that to that....and that to that....and so on. It's wonderful. The first book in the series is called the Eye of the World. Go go go and get it :)
Name your favourite piece of music (something you still expect to love in 20 years) Like I said above, I'm terrible at predicting anything about myself that far ahead. My favorite song of all time though, is Charlie Big Potato by Skunk Anansie. I posted the video here a few days ago.
Name the artist (as in painter/sculptor) you most admire. There are so many! I'm gonna have to choose Gregory J. Smith. Both because of his amazing photography and because of his work with street kids in Sao Paolo, Brazil. He inspires me a lot. Here's a link.
Do you sing, play a musical instrument, or draw? I wish I could sing, but I can't. I can doodle, but not draw well. As for musical instruments, I know some piano and some notes. That's about it.
What do you like the most about yourself? One of the things I appreciate about myself is my ability to step out of my emotions and see things rationally, without being cold. Whenever I feel down my rational self knows that it will pass, and that makes it a lot easier to go through.
What do you dislike the most about other people? Smoking. So fucking unnecessary.
If you could do something illegal without consequences to yourself, what would it be? I really don't know. Riding the subway for free would be nice?
When life sux completely but you have to get out of bed and deal with it, what do you cling to for hope? I cling to the knowledge that it will get better. It always does.
What is a song that saved your life? I don't think any song has done that, sorry.
What are the three great books that have affected you the mostin life and why? Once again, the Wheel of Time books, because of all the people it put me in touch with. The reason I first got LJ was because so many of my WoT-friends had it.
Do you ever not have a hat on? Do you take it off to shower? Haha at work I don't. Also, when I'm at home. I feel more presentable wearing something on my head, because I'm always so unsatisfied with my hair.