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29th-Sep-2007 01:36 am

I don't know why I can never write about boys here when it is someone who makes me feel something more than a hardon or friendship...

Don't bother trying to guess, you will most likely be way off :)
28th-Sep-2007 11:47 pm (UTC)
You're right I have no idea, I would have no problem writing about it.
1st-Oct-2007 07:15 pm (UTC)
29th-Sep-2007 01:32 am (UTC)
If I could write about boys that I feel about currently than I would actually be active on livejournal! I'm thinking about starting a new journal and being a completely different person.. just so I can write about my current life without it actually being me.
1st-Oct-2007 02:01 am (UTC)
I considered doing that too. I ended up sharing my journals with my friends and (ex)boyfriend, etc, and I realized that I couldn't be as honest as I wanted to sometimes because of it. Sometimes, though, you just have to remind yourself that even though it's a public journal, it's your journal and you should be able to put what you feel in it. That goes for you too Markus. You give your readers so much of your life, it's not surprising that there are parts of it you that you aren't as comfortable sharing.
1st-Oct-2007 02:08 am (UTC)
I don't know if it's shallow or if I'm just being human, but I really feel uncomfortable letting people know about certain aspects of my life. I was going to make a new journal until I realized that the entries wouldn't mean the same thing unless it truly came from me.

I don't think I'm making any sense.
1st-Oct-2007 02:49 am (UTC)
You're making sense. When I was going to make that other journal, in as much as it was for honesty's sake, I realized that a lot of what makes me me is both what I express and what I keep to myself. I wanted to be raw and brutally honest and just let my thoughts become my words, but that isn't me. I realized that becoming (or pretending to be) a different person wasn't any solution when the goal was to let more of me out.

And hey, there are always private entries.
1st-Oct-2007 07:16 pm (UTC)
I agree with all of that. I guess I'll just continue the way I have.
29th-Sep-2007 04:43 am (UTC)
maybe you'd rather not feel it, that's why?

anyway off-tangentially, I really really adore your moodtheme. *snug*
1st-Oct-2007 07:17 pm (UTC)
No no no, it's really not :)

Thank you ^^
29th-Sep-2007 06:42 pm (UTC)
BTW I added you
1st-Oct-2007 07:19 pm (UTC)
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30th-Sep-2007 11:25 am (UTC)
Just show him your feelings...
1st-Oct-2007 07:19 pm (UTC)
30th-Sep-2007 02:18 pm (UTC)
Congrats On finding someone who hopefully does both! You writing is always wonderful to read, but those feelings are sohard to detail, much less write...

Just enjoy!
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