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so today it's been 2 years since my father passed away 
1st-Sep-2008 04:02 am


If you don't know what that was all about, click here.

I don't really miss him much, like you'd think. It's more when there are things I would want to show him or people I'd want him to meet that I'm sad he's gone...
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1st-Sep-2008 02:22 am (UTC)
I"ll be thinking of you & your father today {{{{{{HUGS}}}}}
1st-Sep-2008 02:29 am (UTC)
{{Hugs}} Markus.

I've had a few dreams recently where my father is still alive, and after being awake a few moments I become sad realizing he's gone... but then I realize its nice that I still feel he's connected to me, still- somehow, if at least in my dreams.

Edited at 2008-09-01 02:30 am (UTC)
1st-Sep-2008 02:37 am (UTC)
markus, if you want to show your father anything, i hope he has youtube in heaven so he can enjoy his son's wonderful post.

you are loved
1st-Sep-2008 02:52 am (UTC)
markus, thank you so much for sharing your moment.
1st-Sep-2008 04:09 am (UTC)
Anonymous
very beautiful. he will always be with you, in your heart and memories.
1st-Sep-2008 04:52 am (UTC)
He's proud of you :3
1st-Sep-2008 07:51 am (UTC)
Hugs from me too...
It must have been a lot of work to prepare the tour eiffel with all this little lights ...;) but it looks wonderful.
1st-Sep-2008 08:44 am (UTC)
hugs :)
1st-Sep-2008 11:00 am (UTC)
he's always going to be in your mind and heart - so he hasn't really gone at all :)
and you Know he would have been proud of everything you achieve - knowing that must be almost as good as being able to hear him say it.
peace, Markus.
1st-Sep-2008 12:27 pm (UTC)
Wow 2 years already, the time really passes quickly without realising.

*hug* Stay strong. It may be the light but in the video you looked near tears in the middle :(

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1st-Sep-2008 01:16 pm (UTC)
Anonymous
he has been a fortunate father to have you like son. by now I not task never to he -they are passes more than twenty years, beginning to ask to me if never it has existed
1st-Sep-2008 01:18 pm (UTC)
excuse me, I was anonymous it
1st-Sep-2008 01:59 pm (UTC)
*hugs hugs*
♥ youuu
1st-Sep-2008 03:29 pm (UTC)
that was a unique tribute to your father. i hope that you're well while you acknowledge the anniversary of his passing.
1st-Sep-2008 06:11 pm (UTC)
Anonymous
One of my grandma told me - "if you are sure that one sheep of the Great Lord, your life will be dedicated to him, Lord direct us to where, we will to where..." Some times you are luck, because you obtain the right to do some thing; but before she left, I did not do any thing. The pity and memory seems as a teary specter always round me. I hope you can leave from the sorrow, and I also give the hope to myself. Take care!

PS. the music...I like
1st-Sep-2008 06:40 pm (UTC) - september's here again
Anonymous
What's to say? Life's not easy, Markus. But time will healing almost all wounds. You have your memories and your father has a place in your heart, so he is always with you and you with him. Wonderful video.
Hugs from me! And a kiss.
der olafson
1st-Sep-2008 07:42 pm (UTC) - C'est la guerre.
Anonymous
C'est la guerre. It's the war we fight within.
-Dustin
1st-Sep-2008 08:45 pm (UTC)
*hugs*
2nd-Sep-2008 05:54 am (UTC)
I feel those very same things about my father, in fact. I often want to show him things, or have him meet people/have people meet him--just share things with him. It's not really SAD, per se, it's just a realization each time that I can't really do those things any more, but I know he would like them or appreciate them nonetheless. I like knowing that, at least.

:)
2nd-Sep-2008 08:16 am (UTC) - He lives in you
Anonymous

2nd-Dec-2008 03:41 pm (UTC) - my dad, as well
Anonymous
i know what you're saying. my dad died in may 2006, and it's when something happens that, back when he was alive, i would have immediately called him about that i find myself really missing him. my thoughts are with you.